Monday, July 25, 2005

Before It Becomes Really Late - poem

I love you, I know I can't deny
I miss you, yet I can't tell you why
I care for you, yet I have to keep silent
I want to talk to you, yet I am scared every moment

I miss the one who once 'loved' me
I miss the smile I saw at the beginning
I miss the whispering of sweet nothing
I miss the voice saying he 'loves' me

Where are you who once 'loved' me?
Why are you always hiding from me?
I hope you will soon be back
Before it becomes really late....

- Bee

posted July 25, 2005

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Saturday, July 23, 2005

You Are - poem

You are so unique...
sometimes you give me what I need,
sometimes you make me just can't sleep.

You are so unpredictable...
sometimes you make me cry,
sometimes you give me a sweet surprise.

You are so hard to understand...
sometimes you seem so cold,
sometimes you are just like burning coal.

You are so sentimental...
sometimes you try to let me go
yet you can't cos you treasure me like gold.

You are so special...
sometimes I want to just give up
yet you'll do something to gain my heart.

Thank you for what you did today,
that changes my mind and what I wanted to say
by singing that magical song to me on my sad Birthday.

- Bee

posted Saturday, July 23, 2005

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Sunday, July 10, 2005

Learning - poem

I have been conditioned slowly
not to worry about him
not to long for his time
not to ask too much about him
not to comment about what he did or say
not to miss him

I have learned gradually
to mind my own business
to spend time on my own
to accept his aloofness
to allow him be him
to let him go free

I am learning now about
how to stay happy without him
how to be confident again
how to love God as I should
how to help others like before
how to accept me as I am

- Bee

posted Sunday, July 10, 2005

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