Taking A Break

My Dear Readers and Friends,

Thank you so much, especially Richard (my regular reader), for reading my blog. Thank you for your friendship during my stay here.

I have finally completed my journal in this cyber space. It's time I close the chapter and move on. I have learned many things when I started to blog in 2003 and posted my first poem...

Here I Am - poem

Here I am in this new home at the cyber world
Visitors come and go, but I hope someday they will know
That no matter how big is this world
There is always someone who cares for their souls
Someone who looks beyond their faults and love them just like gold
Here I am to jot down my thoughts like a diary
Hopefully they will come in handy
As a journal for my Research Study
And that my faraway friends can also catch a glimpse of me

-Bee, posted Friday, 17 October 2003

I hope that you will know that "There is always someone who cares for your soul, Someone who looks beyond your faults and love you just like gold."

Goodbye & take care.

The New Me

I have been stressed by work for the last few months though I did enjoy my work. Few days ago, something unpleasant and hurtful came to me as a surprise (or maybe not so surprising, since it's not the first time). I was feeling very low... but the words of God quickly lifted me up again through my nightly devotions. Thank God for His words.

In the past, whenever I felt stressful or down I would cut my own hair, after which I would feel fresh again. I used to have short hair then, so I could do it on my own any time. But ever since I started to wear long hair 2 years ago, it's difficult for me to do it by myself and I don't have the time to go to the hairdresser. Yesterday, I finally went to the hairdresser and had my hair cut shorter. I really felt fresh again instantly, with all the dead ends trimmed away, giving me a fresh new look. :D






When I was driving pass a few nurseries after church service this afternoon, I suddenly had the urge to buy some plants home.

I am a plants lover and had green green fingers. I used to enjoy tendering to my home plants in the past. However, due to busyness I have no time to enjoy my hobby.... all my home plants went dead. :( Well, just like I had my new hairdo yesterday to signify the new me, I bought home these plants to keep me feeling fresh too. You won't believe that I carried them home by myself. Very tiring of course.. my arms and back would be aching tomorrow. :(

So here I have a new hairdo, some new plants and the NEW ME!

Till We Meet Again

God be with you till we meet again....

Stormy Sea Of Life

My work has taken more than 50% of my time daily, and I am beginning to feel the strain. There are so much to do, so little time and so lacking in manpower. Tiredness set in as time goes by. All my energy has been drained.

Something unhappy happened two days ago and I really felt like quiting. I felt the injustice, but I don't wish to defend myself, for God knows. It's time like this I begin to think about what it is that God wants me to do.

I feel better today, even though there are more things that happened at my workplace that require my attention... more issues to resolve. I don't mind all these... I like challenges... they make my work interesting actually.

Thank God for tonight's devotion that reminds me that my God can calm my 'stormy sea' of life.

Dear Lord,

Thank You for calming the 'stormy sea' of my life.
Thank You for the many blessings in disguise.
Thank You for Your love that never die.
Thank You for always hearing my heart's cry.

-Your child, Bee